The End of the Beginning.

There are probably a few thoughts that go through your mind when you first see me. 1. Wow, I wonder ho long it takes her to get ready in the morning. 2. Did I see her in a Goth Porno? 3. She seems like a bitch, I'm fascinated! All responses I have gotten before, actually. I'm a pretty basic person when it comes to it, though.
I'm trying to defy and fight to good war on aging just as many of you out there are. Sure, I'm going to be twenty within the next few months and look close to 16, but it's never too early to start, is it? If you haven't guessed, I'm quite BCZAR! You can say I'm the crazy-leader-type. You can also say I'm a total ditz, but you would not be right. Hold onto your brains, because I'd really be tempted to pick at it from time to time. I'm neurotic, but in the best sense, of course. There isn't one, is there?
I am a bibliophile, a cinephile and a just about anything-phile. I love learning and exploring things, and sometimes I find myself in more trouble than I can handle. Oops. I am incredibly nosy, I often like to refer to myself as the Jewish Grandmother. I love a good gossip just as much as anybody, okay? It doesn't make me a bad person, just a very curious one. Without curiousity we would not have the internet! Or lightbulbs.
I rubbed lemons under my eyes a few hours ago because I heard it reduces dark circles & wrinkles. Have you ever had lemon in your eye (and disliked it?) then, this, my friend, is not for you. Rose Water wasn't working for me, so I thought I'd graduate to something even more dangerous! It tightens the skin real well, and I think I'm beginning to see a real change! I also used the lemon for the rest of my face because the acidic properties help reduce blemishes; oh, lemon and it's many wonders. Not to mention, if you suck on lemon it can help you lose weight, but it also thins out your blood. You can't have your cake and eat it too!
The time for sleep is now. My black neighbors are honking their car horn rather noisily. They're very noisy people; they yell alot, even when they're not angry. I kind of like it, unless it's past midnigh- like it is now! I love the hustle and bustle of things going on, even though I live in the middle of suburbia... a dead end street, not to mention. Well, I think it's time I turn in... or at least try to! I've got a big big big big big big test in the morning... one of which I didn't do much studtying for. I did spend 6 hours taking notes from the book, though. GAH. I haven't even read over my notes, I'm screwed. Pray she lets us use notes! Guten Nacht, mein leiben!